Just want to rant a bit about my life

I'm M23 and my 2024 hasn't been to bad, finished one year of doing a cooperate job as an IT person, checked my gross pay and made 84,000 dollars this year, due to my job got to travel to 2 new states I have never been before

I even finally accomplished a life dream of mine and went to Germany, and I've paid down a lot of my student loans only have about 10k so far hope to get it completely finished by end of 2025, bought a new car and put down like 9k on it and only have to pay about 17k left, will take about 5 years to pay off

All in all 2024 should have been a great year and I think to many people it is, but I realized I feel nothing, no emotions, no real joy, just a continuation of life, I'm afraid for what this might lead me to but I hope someone will come into my life to change this, and maybe give me hope

What should my new years resolution be ?