2 days ago
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I do not speak english so it may sound terribe Just a life story of where i fk up really hard but here we are
Back in 5e grade, i was 12 and there is this girl that i really like and we were good friend. But i start falling in love with her. So i ask her out. Her anwser was on facebook and it was: (i don't think i am ready for a relationship yet. But, when we grow up you can ask me again 🙂). Which is a great anwser. BUT, my stupid ass took this as a rejection and i start crying about it. Then i start hating her despise this and i did end up hurting her. Thats where i fk up my friend relationship with her. But later on, in highschool first grade, i was 13. I fall in love with another girl but this girl end up discovering it and she told the other girl which this girl was disgust about it and humiliated me. After that, I blame her for everything that it was her fault for everything because this moment really hurt me. After this, i never saw her again in this school because she decide to change school to go to the private college.
Today. I realise that none if this would have happen if i took her anwser like a yes instead of a no. She didnt said no. But told me to wait until we grow up. But i was so dumb and immature and i end up hurting her so much. The worse is that i realise none of this until today. I really wish i could go back in time because today may have been different. Maybe we would be a couple... or at least still good friend. But no. Im a big asshole who hurt the girl who's i love the most and she probably was sharing the same feeling. I hate my youngself
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