Is it worth it?

Long story short. Ive done many different occupations in my life. And never followed through with any of them. The one that i truly enjoyed was creating monsters/spfx makeup. That was short lived because of covid and the lack of pay the industry has. Ive forgotten pretty much a lot of the craft at this point. Like ive said. Ive done it all. The most fast and profitable cash ive ever made was when i was a stripper. It had its moments. The stage presence and music was fun, doing crazy tricks, and wowing the audience and the costumes were fun to create as well. Everything else was degrating. However the girls that stayed in the game claim they make 2k a night online and opening their own businesses. Dont get me wrong I saved the money i made but I retired after the club manager warned me 9/10 girls come back to the game. I swore then i would be the 1 who wouldnt. And now im a server at a resturant that degrades me more than the club. Money is incredibly tight and to think to even go back to school is close to not an option. Im 28f. Do i dare to go back out of retirement and hide my dancing from my parents for the sake of income? Or do i move back with my parents and go to school again for like the 3rd time and put myself into debt? I need help before i get reckless.