is it okay to still cannot figure out life?

im 28yoF with turkish background. Graduated in private prestigous university from turkey 2018 (political science and international relations). I grew up in upper class im saying because this socioeconomic background can be difficult on the mental health, eventually no suprise i diagnosed with bipolar II at the age of 21 still on lithium and i do not remember how was i before lithium duh. My family and i had to leave turkey after 2018 because of the political regime in turkey (thats a another story but basically we are asylees in US). I always dreamed about getting job in foreign ministry in my country and hoping to become a consulate someday. But, i had to start all over and im studying nutrition in us and im senior. When i look at my friends and commoners they look like they have everything (family,kids,job). I know that everyone has got their own problems and struggles but i having a existential crisis about my existence is it okay to have to feel that way or am i too naive to questioning everything around me?