In your opinion, do I really have friends?

I have 3 close friends:

One I used to be drinking buddies with, but she lives in another country. We text occasionally. But we loosen up more with each other only when we drink.

Another lives near me. We used to date and he’s still in love with me. Though I’m 100% sure I don’t want to get back together for many reasons. Currently completely platonic.

Last one lives in another country and I’ve met him twice and traveled together. It isn’t platonic and we’ve said we love each other. Just never gonna date because of distance. I’ve moved on and don’t feel anything romantic for him anymore though he still brings up how he wished he could date me.

We get along fine but these situations made me feel like I don’t actually have anyone. What do you think?