If you can, please help me

I've made a couple of posts detailing this specific problem of mine that has been bothering me for some time now, with which I hope people can help me solve this problem of mine. The problem, in summary, is, 3 years ago, I thought I was aroace. Growing up, I never had any crushes. I thought being aroace meant that I just didn't have any crushes. Now, I know I am straight, and I don't want that to change. I'm not experiencing any pressure from anyone really. I believe that anyone can be whatever they want to be, and I want to stay straight. I don't want to be aroace. That's why l'm horrified over what l said back then. I mean I was only 10 back then. I keep getting told that only I know the answer. But I'm not sure what to think anymore. I was a pretty different person back then. A yes or no answer on whether I was aroace back then would be much appreciated. I find that type of response to be the most helpful. Maybe it was just a big misunderstanding? I mean the fact that I am horrified must mean something. I don't know