2 hours ago
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Well yeah, at the title says, no one close to me know this. But I'm fricking exhausted, I've so many defects both physical and mental that it's not even funny.
One time I saw a post about a friend of someone, talking about that someone decided to end things up around the age of 37, the post mentioned how for years he worked so hard on being successful, but he was still unable to be loved and to be happy.
I can't describe the amount of rage and disgust that I felt when I saw that the comment section was filled with people saying things like "If only he had waited, there's always someone for everyone, the grass is always greener", I can't believe how cruel people can be.
For many 37 might be young, but I'll always respect that dude for enduring so much.
So, instead of focussing on being successful and all of that, I'll do my best to try and be happy and found peace with all of my defects, way easier said than done, being a freak sucks.
And if by 37 I haven't found a legit good reason to stay here then I just won't, you know? I feel like by that point I would've gotten the gist of this, not gonna lie I do feel scared and terrified, usually people with my profile end up doing just that, I can't blame them, but God, I hope that something happens so I can be happy.
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