I've never felt more unalive than I do at this moment. And it's just getting worse.

I've always felt empty on the inside, but this is something different. I'm not sure if it's just because I'm getting older, or what, but I feel more far-gone than I ever have, both emotionally/mentally. My mind feels as if it's constantly flatlining, and no matter how many nutritional supplements I take, or rigorous kinds of exercise I engage in, it's not getting any better. The inner numbness I experience is so palpable, that my emotional range might as well not even exist at all.