I really fucking miss you V

We last talked in June i think and the last thing you said to me was “see ya later”. I know your alive and well as i have your snap, so thats something. I wanna reach out but im afraid of something but i cant pinpoint it. Idk it might be you ciuld have a bf now, you could have moved on, it might be akward if i text you now. I have wanted to since the summer, but i just cant fucking do it. I just wanna see you again, hear your voice, feel you hit my shoulder jokingly, smell you, go on rants about whatever with you, play board games with you, i would do anything to do it again. I would do anything to relive those 18 or so months. They were the greatest months of my life and you played a big part of it. Thank you V, hope to see you again sometime.