I realized the one thing I want in this life is a genuine connect and companionship till I'm alive.

It's not even romantic tbh. It's not platonic.. it's just there. Regardless of gender. Someone who puts me above all and vice versa. You know just being together all the time and doing stuff together all time. Growing together. Laughing together. Having dogs together. A.. genuine connection.

And it's impossible to find.