I quit drinking for a month

At the beginning of December I stopped drinking because I wasn’t sure if I was becoming an alcoholic or if I was just bored. Alcohol hasn’t caused any problems in my life, I just didn’t want to become dependent. Honestly this sucks. I think about my problems more than I ever have and I never ever get enough sleep anymore. I also noticed my social anxiety has cranked up. I get all freaked when I need to leave my place. I know that alcohol has ruined a lot of lives but it was clearly making mine a lot easier so I’m going back and I hope I never try sobriety again.