I need some help.

How do I find out if my husband is cheating. I found numerous disturbing things. He brought a box of d. pills to his weekend trip. Lied to me about why he had them. Then finally said I didn’t know what was going to do, they don’t work! (He was very angry) then he said he gave them away. He said he didn’t cheat, but thought about it to see what it is like not to be with me. He wanted to be single for the weekend.

He won’t let me see our martial accounts. We have been married for 10 years. New email. On instagram!Reservations for hotels while I’m at work. He said he went there to think.

Wtf!