I (M22) failed at my entrance exam for sports science after giving my all training for 8 months.

Honestly, it just feels bad. I hate myself right now for sure. But i know i will go on and try again. Of course it sucks because its was an exam that span 3 days and i fucked up right at the end.

Im sitting here thinking: "How could this happen what the fuck am i supposed to do now?" It sucks especially because i might jave to get surgery for a fucked up joint i got and i dont know if i will be good to go for the next exam. (Today i got a second screening and they didnt find anything unusual, will go to the doc on monday to check up with him. Maybe i wont need surgery after all)

Thing is the exam will be adapted because they have too few students. So it will be made easier. But loosing all those months again i just feel bad. For context this was my first time trying the exam but i applied once before and i broke my leg a few weeks before the date:)

So yeah i feel like a stupid piece of shit screwing up on one of the easier parts of the exam that should be hard to fail at all. So i guess il gonna work in a bar for a few months and get back at it.

(Btw i am from Austria so i did mandatory social service and i finished tourism school at 20 that is why i am comparatively old but yeah it makes me feel bad think8ng i will start uni and turn 24 right after IF I MANAGE NEXT TIME!!!!)

Thanls for reading guys.