I’m too far gone to be fixed.I was going so far in life, I had such goals and aspirations now I’ve come up from rock bottom. It’s crazy how at 26 you can completely wreck your future. I’ve planned to be gone by the end of the month. Just need advice on how to wrap things up.

I’m too late to be fixed.

Everyone says at 26 you have a chance to fix your life but it’s not true in my case, it’s over.

My parents will be out of the country on vacation, so end of this month is ideal to end it. No one will miss me outside of them I’m an only child.

Anyways I screwed up so much in the past year since I graduated pharmacy school. I picked a wrong first job which left me full of anxiety and had to leave it because it wasn’t anything good. Then I was unemployed for a few months before finally getting a full time job in a different state from my home.

I have no friends, I’m lonely, I’m 5’6 300 lbs brown. Not to mention the dating apps don’t work and I’m a dateless virgin.

I had such high goals and aspirations for my career, now I’m at a full time job which is a bit toxic and low paying but my only option ever.

I just don’t see a need to live for 30 40 more years in a toxic workplace, with no friends, and never being able to get even one date,

I wasn’t a bad guy I swear just really fucked up life. I’m still that fun loving goofy guy. Mom if you find this when I’m gone, I’m sorry

Any advice on how to wrap up my final weeks?