1 month ago
18
Since end of September I have just become numb. I don’t know why. Maybe because of loneliness? I don’t have any friends and usually maybe talk to a person for 15 mins a day.
I just keep thinking of when I was happy and fully enjoyed life which was summer 2 years ago. Everything in my life has changed and I’m slowly breaking.
I can’t even be happy when talking to people anymore. At least I felt slight happiness while talking to people but now I don’t.
I’m exhausted all the time. I take naps that I don’t need. Stay in bed pretty much all day, I can still get ready for the day without it feeling like a lot but everything after that feels useless.
I’m in college and have my first exam in a week but I can’t focus on school work for more than 5 mins in a day.
I don’t wanna go out. I don’t want to move. I feel paralyzed from life. Almost like I just stopped living my life. I don’t think it’s ever been this bad. I feel like my life has been worse before but I think this is the worst it has ever been. I have wanted to do anything in a year. I went to work but after that I just would eat and lay down for the rest of the night but before I would go out until like 11pm after work and wasn’t as tired as I feel now.
My sleep schedule is destroyed. You would think I’m working as a nurse at this point. I can’t sleep until 6-8am then wake up at 11am-12pm
Has anyone ever been through this? What do I do to help? I’m in a town where there’s literally nothing to do and I have no one.
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