I’m at a Hault

I am currently in a spot where i’m out of high school for about 8-9 months. I’m struggling to find a job and going to college wasn’t really where I wanted to be because there is nothing I find slightly interesting. I currently do not know what to do to even get myself on track and it feels like every corner I make it’s another massive hurdle that is impossible to cross. (one step forward two steps back essentially) I just need advice to figure out what to do and if there is a serious alternative option that i’m not seeing.