I just got a new job that I start Monday, and I'm not even excited.

I wasn't sure where to post this, but I think it's appropriate here. I just feel hopeless right now. I was fired from my job in February by my boss who used me as his scapegoat so that HE wouldn't be fired. I tried to fight it, but he eventually won. I was already struggling financially, and this was not what I needed. It feels like I owe everyone. I can't even afford to keep my car insurance. My cell phone is about to be shut off. I had to put the mortgage on forbearance so, luckily, we still have a roof over our heads. I am able to provide food and basic necessities, but that's really it. I don't know if I'll ever dig myself out of this hole. I'm also stuck in a relationship that I don't want anymore until I can get back on my feet. I'm not really asking for advice. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I know things could be way worse and I'm grateful for what I do have. My amazing daughter is the only thing keeping me on this earth at the moment. I live only for her now. It's just enough is enough and I can't take one more "thing" right now. Thanks for listening.