I have to clue what I should be doing right now

I’m 21 I have 10k in debt, I’m being faced with huge decisions in my life and relationships about religion right now, I just want to shut down, I haven’t felt genuine happiness in so long, it feels like I’m just a robot, wake up go to work go to the gym go to bed, I don’t want to waste my life doing just this. I have no motivation to keep going because it feels like everything is going down the drain. What keeps you guys going