I am 23 now, and my life has never been lower despite working so hard in my life. I never was awarded for my efforts. In high school, coaches were assholes and refuse to take me after tryouts. They refuse to tell me what I did wrong, and it kills me to see so many that made it have such memorable and fun times.
In college, I got denied from every engineering club. I studied electrical engineering, but my degree is useless because I could never get the experience I needed. Every single engineering club rejected me for who know what reasons because they refuse to tell me. I never could land internships either. I never made friends or any relationships.
After college, I have so little options. I can’t find a job anywhere. Not even Walmart would hire me. I tried the military only to get denied for medical. I have so few options, and the light is just getting further and further away
I am just sick and tired of working hard and pretending to be nice to everyone only to get stabbed in the back.
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