I have a lot of darkness inside me

Unregulated anger, unresolved trauma from childhood, and just overall disdain and disgust for everyone, including myself.

I’m fucked up in the mind to the point where I’ll just hate somebody off the jump just for existing, I can’t explain it. I’m not proud of it but it is what it is. I get irritated by the most minor shit, I’ll be at work in the middle of stocking items and a mf will just stand right in front of where I need to go for 2-3 business days contemplating shit. I wish a thousand years of misfortune and misery on you, asshole. The fuck outta the way.

Anyways just got checked for an evaluation earlier today to see wtf is wrong with me mentally so hopefully that’ll get the ball rolling, I doubt what I’ve got going on is fixable because the mental damage is done but only time will tell I suppose. Til then, fuck the world.