I have a fresh start

I grew up in a toxic home, I had no money growing up, looked fat for a long time, and faced deep humiliation and trauma of abandonment. I recently got the biggest news of my life. I’ll be having lots of money incoming every week now, and am on the right track with changing my life. I think I may stay alive for awhile. I’m enjoying this new change and my weight loss is being noticed from my peer support group. I feel like I have a future for the first time. I’m excited for this change of environment for me and my short comings.