I feel very unmotivated by watching other people having fun

Do you ever look at someone the same age as you, or younger, maybe even a little older, who’s doing better than you, and you’re like fuck that person

I don’t wanna hear about it?

“Let’s watch Stranger Things-“

How about we go to bed early? How about we don’t pay to watch a bunch of children having the time of their lives while I maintain a hopeless career?

“Mr. Beast has a new chocolate bar!”

Fuck Mr. Beast and stupid cheesy ass smile. I’m glad he’s dealing with lawsuits, that helps me sleep at night.

I’m more than happy to fork over the movie to YouTube premium so I don’t have to watch his content or anything about it.

“Tom Holland is in the next Christopher Nolan movie!”

Sir Christopher Nolan is awesome, it’s unfortunate I won’t be seeing that movie.

It’s like there’s no way to filter this information away from social media. Like there’s no way possible to block certain categories or key words,

So what if I’m a narcissist? What’s your problem?