I feel like I’m primed to jump off the deep end

I know impulsivity is seen as dangerous or unresponsible, but I feel ready to explode into greatness. But just.. where? And how?

I know this feeling won’t last forever but I want to just burst free and keep running. I had a break up two- two and a half weeks ago and Im feeling over the initial pain and suffering it caused more and more every day (it does get better out there for you fellas).

I just don’t know where or what to focus this energy on. I want to dedicate it to my future. Ive been doing alot of thinking but Im not sure what I want to go for in the grand scheme of things as the type of jobs Id love (from a perspective of the outside) would be EXTREMELY expensive to aquire and lots of tedious hard work to get there. Which is fair, but the debt makes it seem scary and creates a large rift of uncertainty.