As the title says, I (19M) feel like redemption is out of reach for me, because I've done things that are unforgivable and unforgettable. I've done and said things that I cannot take back, and I don't think I can truly make amends with people who I have hurt in some ways in the past. I know that I'm not perfect, but I still feel like I can never be truly redeemed.
If Hell is real, there is a high possibility that I've paved my way there by the time I leave this world. I know that I'm young, but I have moments where I feel like it's too late for me to make things right, no matter how much time I have to make them right. I really want to correct myself, to reform, but no matter how much I really want to, I still feel like it's already too late for me.
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