I can’t go to college because I can’t afford It :| I’m scared I’m going to be working retail forever

I thought I would be able to get some sort of funding but It feels impossible I’ve been jumping through hoops trying to get everything done with TAPS and all of that and there’s always a problem. I feel like they’re pushing me so much to get a loan but it’s not really a loan because they want me to pay some money I don’t have ?. This is really depressing to me and I hate when people ask me what I’m doing about school. I feel so ashamed and like a loser. I feel like without an education I’ll be nothing.