I am latino/hispanic and I can't help but view hot white (American) women as "higher status" and other similar stuff and I wanna overcome this

I am from El Salvador but came to the USA at the age of 3.

I occasionally travel to El Salvador and I realized that I'm a lot more confident in that country and around women. Pretty much everyone there speaks Spanish and to begin with for some reason, speaking in different languages just feels like entirely different vibes.

El Salvador has a comic con just like here in the USA and most other countries and it also has a lot of very hot cosplayers. But I'm a lot more confident and less awkward.

I view hot white women here as "higher status" and much more beautiful and just... I can't exactly out my finger on it but again, higher status. They feel so untouchable, unattainable, unapproachable, superior.

I really wanna overcome this feeling.