3 weeks ago
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Just due to how my life went (bullying/illness/parents) i ended up making multiple toxic choices over the span of several months. What I lost to me seems like a surreal dream life, in a realistic way.
Regardless of what others did, regardless of what I was struggling with. I just failed tremendously and destroyed a wonderful opportunity and became "that guy".
I know what I did was wrong, I have apologized but I went too far. I'm reminded of it daily because I see them daily. I've gotten everything I can out of this failure, and I can't move on.
It eats me every damn Fucking day, I lost something I long for. I want to just move on, let the regret go and handle the consequences, I just can't seem to be able to. Help?
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