HOW DO YOU MAKE FRIENDS

I’m in what a trio friendship and anyone who’s been in one knows what that means . I’m the spare part . They’re in a duo and i’m on the side . I had family issues in my first year so wasn’t around as much (at uni ) so they obvs got closer . Now i live with them and i get along w them but they’re still closer . They hang out with each other in each others rooms and play games and watch films or go to the library . why not me ? I’m trying so hard to not take it personal, i get along with them but apparently im not interesting enough to be hanging out w them . It’s hurtful . i don’t want to tell them. i don’t want to beg for attention and them suddenly pay more attention to me just because i asked . i wanna be wanted . i’ve tried making new friends it’s just so hard when everyone has their groups already