How do you go on everyday in the cycle of modern capitalism?

I can’t help but just wake up and wonder — is this how it’s supposed to be? We had evolution/god/whatever over the course of millennia at a grand scale that no individual could ever envision…and this is the outcome. A greedy world where love feels lost and we all chase a man-made currency with no forethought of the alternative of literal death. How do we as a collective go on? How do we justify this…tragedy?

I’m just so mad. Mad at the world for being this way. Mad at humans for being capable of such greed. There’s an alternate world out there in the grand cosmic randomness of everything that holds a true and possible utopia — the only thing that is stopping us is ourselves :(