How can I change my life around?

I’m broke, unemployed, and enrolled in a mental health group that meets 3.5 hours every day of the week. I feel utterly stuck. I’m also in a bipolar depressive state after I had a manic episode in mid August where I believed that I was some sort of spiritual guru. I feel the deck is stacked completely against me.

I’m willing to go to a masters program as I would be able to take out loans or some other program but I would need financial assistance. I just feel so stuck but have a glimmer of hope that there some way to change somewhere.