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What is god, if there is an almighty why do we assume that it is benevolent. Does such a creature if I may even call it that have the same thoughts as us. Can we really comprehend an existence such as god. If god did create humans does it not make more sense that we are only there for its entertainment. Much like we create movies, what if we are just made to believe to have free will but in reality we are merely characters in a story. Why do we exist what is god. Please help lowkey bouta end it im so bored of life