Hey. I am 25 year old young woman living in the US. I am an emigrant. Have a good job as an aerospace engineer, just bought a house and have an ok single life. However, my life feels lonely and very meaningless. I am single no boyfriend and none of my family members are in the US. I only talk to them over the phone and they are all happy. My sisters have kids I haven’t seen in person yet and I always call them just to make sure they know they have an aunty somewhere.
I feel very empty and sometimes feel like my life is extremely lonely. I do have hobbies, I go to church etc but its so hard making friends no matter how hard I try to. I try to invite people over to my place just to share a meal but it seems they ain’t too keen I have no idea why.
I don’t see myself doing this for one more year because I definitely have scary and crazy thoughts. Just ranting maybe I will feel better
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