I'm currently unemployed but I really want to move away and live on my own because the people I'm surrounded by are just toxic and endlessly frustrate me, but I can't seem to find any jobs that actually interest me and I'd hope the job would pay enough to support me living on my own. Apparently minimum wage in the uk is based on the cost to live here. But I also really wish I didn't have to chase money in my life. I prefer to learn things, be creative and explore new ideas and experiences as I go through life. Making friends with animals is also something I really like. It just saddens me that I have no other alternative than to surrender myself to being a slave for work at a job I most likely will just endure instead of enjoy but what other choice do I have. I am satisfied with the happy memories I've made so far in my life but looking at the future just feels bleak, because I either succumb to one of those jobs or I stay here having to deal with toxic people that refuse to accept who they really are and instead choose to believe in their own arrogant delusions. I know it might sound silly, but I really wish a golden opportunity would come up so I can make a new start somewhere else. If only. One of the reasons I like going outside without needing to go to work is because I enjoy feeling like a free spirit. Not needing to be in a rush like when I had to run to make it in time for school. But many humans have made living life to be very frustrating at times.
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