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27F and going through the hardest chapter of my life. Ended a relationship 1 year ago with someone I deeply loved bc he stopped reciprocating effort, didn’t want to communicate through issues, etc. he moved on pretty quickly. I still feel hurt about the loss to this day.
During this last year I had major health issues- I have a hormonal disorder that causes severe cystic acne, highly increases my risk of a bunch of other health issues like cancers. I was diagnosed a decade ago but had an acne flare up that lasted all of last year into today, although my skin is finally clearing up. I had attempted to lower my medication in preparation to maybe have a baby someday with my now ex partner. I live such a healthy lifestyle that I thought it would help manage my hormonal disorder. that didn’t work out and my symptoms came back.
i put in so much time money effort to trying to address the root of my health issue, and nothing worked. Medical research just isn’t there. My doctors are useless. My diet is so clean and I exercise regularly, manage my stress in healthy ways. I’ve done so much research on my issue and tried every approach, nothing has worked.
im struggling feeling stagnant in my life. im trying anything to bring newness into my life. I’ve kept up with my hobbies and career and fitness through the shittiness of it all. But everyday I feel hollow and empty. Ive crossed a threshold where I feel like I don’t see a light at the end of the tunnel and I’ve just been going through the motions for so long now.
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