being ‘hot’ is exhausting sometimes.

before writing my post I would just like to clarify, i am in no way trying to put myself on a “high pedestal” or trying to come off as arrogant in any way. just want to express myself freely because i have absolutely no one to talk to about this. i feel like this is something anyone can easily be judged for saying out loud. its really hard to live a comfortable day to day life while being, from what im often told —-> hot. I am 23 F. I love being alone and running errands alone to clear my mind and to enjoy my own company while minding my own business. I also really enjoy going out with my bf. he feels uncomfortable or anxious to go out with me sometimes bc he hates when people look my way. Ik there’s nothing we can do about it so i tell him that it’s not a big deal, just relax, im your girl! and that i dont even notice it because i dont care to and he shouldn’t care either. I dont like to leave my house sometimes bc i like to hide inside my little shell sometimes and would rather not be noticed especially on days where i feel off and snappy.