An introspective help

2 hours ago 3

HI. It's a strange time, I'm 22 years old, I feel like everything is now super saturated in my life, same things, same routine, same things, I feel like I'm in a cage. I don't like using social media like Insta, I have a lot of followers but they disgust me, the reels are super boring and I can't stand other people's stories, I only use it for chatting, I don't have TikTok because I tried it and it bored me a lot. I have had dating apps with at least 50 or so matches and many various outings, I have a body count that is now in the 30s, but even fucking left and right and constantly meeting new girls bores me a lot now. The work takes up quite a bit of my time, I'm self-employed, I don't have a timetable or a boss, and I like my job a lot, in fact I'm not complaining about that. But I now struggle to have a stable routine that leads me to be productive in my life, I practically never go out in the evening, I go on trips every now and then, I train, sports here and there, girls, family, everything is fine, but I feel like I don't if this were the life I want, I'm just in a common set, it's not a meme but I really feel like a trapped mouse, or as many in the matrix say, and well I'm going crazy, I want to change my life but I don't know where to start and what doesn't work anymore

I would also like to point out that I consider myself a calm person, I never go to discos or bars, I almost never drink and I haven't smoked for 3 years, I don't know what this information is for but I wanted to add it

Also even if i talked about phone activities i use it like 1 hour a day, i don’t like to use that much the phone. I’m more to stay home and have free time or go out, go on a journey, whatever

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