Anyone feels stressed that your life is not together like most of your peers and family ?

Everybody I know are successful in a way. Even if they are small they still working on becoming bigger. They all the vision of making lots of money and becoming financially secure. I wish I was smart and capable enough in doing so to. But I don’t understand why am I waiting on something for and letting anxiety and past failures control me. I’m so sick of living this way. Literally feels like my life is going in waste with my two eyes. People say “just do it” like time will pass anyways you might as well start today than tomorrow. And my parents say pain is something we cannot run away from. Life is stressful but life is doable. Like everybody in this world is meant to suffer but you also get the good things in life too. I’ve been told your mind is very negative and I don’t even know how did this all happen. All I wanna do is be successful be happy be confident like all my peers and cousins. I’m the only one left behind out of all