Will it ever get better ?

I am in a rut right now Since the last 5 years ,my life has been nothing less than a thriller.there is not a week where nothing dramatic happens. I have seen my efforts money go down the drain for the last 5 years. For some reason i am very hardworking and persevering, its giving me anxiety and ocd. I dont like to believe i am struggling ,but i am.every night for atleast 2 hours i pray to make this better and dont make me hopeless 30 years now with minimal savings,no career option, no family or friends

Any shared experiences