Why life feels unworth it. For me.

I do not see anyone as a stranger that I just pass by everyday. I always feel this need to know them and love them. I think about people I've just glanced at through out the day. I wish I could ask them about themselves. People are the most beautiful thing in this world to me and it's so wrong and creepy to show actual interest in a complete stranger. It comes off as I want something from them. I do. I want to make sure they feel as beautiful as I see them. I've stopped taking care of myself at times throughout my life. Ive never hated life. No matter what. The people I love are here. Even if they don't love me.

Just had 5o get this off my chest. Call me weird or crazy. I am and I'm so okay with that. I used to help people with depression online through chat and it hurts to meet all these people just afraid to live this life like it's theirs. I love you. Everything is the same it feels because we are missing you being totally different and irreplaceable.

I fucking love all of you. So much.

That's it.