Why is my brain like this?

Here are just some thoughts I have all the time and they seem to all be at the same time : I need to call a dentist Why am I weird Do people like me Do they think I’m weird They must I am the problem People hate me I am scared of dying I am scared of my loved ones dying If I die they’ll be sad but if they die I’ll be sad Either way sadness is coming What if I die today in an accident What if I’m early or late to work and I die because I was early or late and that 1 second made all the difference What if something terrible happens at work today (I work at a school) What if there’s a lockdown If my car breaks down how will I get to work how will I pay for it Am I a good mom Make sure to tell your son 1000 times today jsut how much you love him so he always knows Tell him how much all the time and show him Treat everyone like it’s their last day Gosh girl you need to lose weight Why is your hair like that Omg this skin I need a makeup artist Why did I used to be so confident I was not cute Is everyone taken care of? I need to call a therapist Why haven’t my friends reached out I don’t really care I’m over it Why do I feel like I am in 4th quarter all the time What if something terrible happens it’s been too long since something terrible has happened I know it’s coming What astrological sign goes best with me and the teacher I work for (we don’t get along and I don’t even follow astrology) If I was skinny I’d be such a bad bitch Maybe that’s why God didn’t make you skinny Oh that’s nonsense that’s not why it’s because you eat too much God? I miss my dog why did he have to leave me for heaven Is there a heaven I can’t believe how lucky we got with that hurricane Milton I feel bad for the people not so lucky Is life even real? Am I in a coma? Am I dead?

😭😭😭 what in the actual heck is wrong with me