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As a teenager I didn't have my actual biological parents by me. Was raised by my grandparents.
They gave me everything tbh, but on the other side they had a daughter - an aunt to me who was a year older.
She found a boyfriend ar 16 years old, so what? Lucky and good for her, but it feels like I have been cut out in relationship on some extent or I'm just so lost on their intentions.
This is because I didn't manage to keep my childhood photo album with me or in other words "protect it". I could tell that my auntie wouldn't listen to me that I do care over my belongings and if I do make it serious by threatening or even acting up it won't change anything as her boyfriend would be there to "protect her" and her evil intentions towards me.
How do I cope with such a loss? I'm a full grown adult right now and I just can't make any revenge to make my pain up for her action. Is this the harsh truth for not trusting my instincts?
I want to get this sorted because I can't be a good workforce anymore as I just want to fight someone to show my superiority, but how can I prove it without any evidence, hence linking my loss to actions (fight back), but it's not the case... I'm just psychologically weak I guess... I'm lost...
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