When did you feel lonely?

I still remember the day I decided to leave the university,to create my own business, I was 21 years old.At that time, I feel full of courage and energy, I had my own dream to chase, I knew I did the right thing though my parents feel so disappointed with me. During the past 10 years, I worked hard everyday, I really change my life and seems like parts of my dreams are really come true.

A few years ago, I got married and have babies,of course I'm so happy with my kids,but at the same time I also felt more tired, It's not the body that is tired, it's the mind. I never forget the dream deep in my heart,but I can't live like before, I should think about the family,the kids, parents, I have no time to think abouy myself.My family is really a normal family, I mean they like many people,want to stay in a comfortable area.But in my mind, We need to challenge, try, learn and work hard. The meaning of life is to never stop struggling.

Many times, I feel lonely.No one asks me how do I feel recently,what happens to my company or my business, no one asks me what life I want.what I only need is fighting,for the family,for kids,also for myself.everybody likes money,but they don't really stand on my side to thinking for me,how hard for me to earn big money without family support?

Sometime I really miss that boy,who was yong, full of dreams and courage, don't need to think too much, No burden, just struggle alone.Now I'm a husband,a dad, I have too much responsibility. I should think for everybody

But,who will or should think about for me?

I'm not old, sometimes I still feel I'm yong,but I feel more and more tired and more and more Powerlessness. It's just that sometimes I miss the person I used to be. If you could go back in time, what would you choose?