What would you do with no family an abusive father and no license/car

I have no license no car and an abusive father. Yet everyone has gotten married and I haven’t been invited anywhere just told I’m sick and been abused. Been told horrible crap by family and not invited to any outings

I have nowhere else to go/live. I don’t feel good living all alone and having an abusive dad come in anytime he wants with spare keys. I really wish I had someone to reach out to in the community who could help me or even take me in to their spare room as I’m feeling alone and thrown away. I wish I had a loving family. I’m crying every day I’m so alone and shouldn’t have to be