What is your biggest insecurities or fear that you wish to overcome?

I'm 27 now, I feel like for the past 5-7 yrs now, something inside me eats me alive. It's this insecurity of not having education in today's day and age. I mean I was enrolled in community college 3 yrs ago and I just I don't know what happened that made me not want to take classes. And I realized wow I missed 3 semesters already. Now I have the option to reapply and continue where you left off or start new. The reason this insecurity is eating me alive is because I can't find a path to better my life. I only worked in fast food, warehouse and retail store so far. All of my family relatives have been telling me you can only get so far with those kind of jobs. Better you go to college. Get a degree and find a job in good company that offers benefits and good pay. But I don't know really what to puruse. Not sure where to look for resources. I also felt trapped in this stupid social media content, where they keep saying 9-5 jobs are bad. That starting a business and being enterpouner is the way. I just want to work in a office job sighs I don't know. Never really liked the idea of trade school because the physical labor isn't something I want to do long term.