3 weeks ago
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Since i was a teenager i felt like nothings real. It was a very strange turn from being a loving happy and curious child to someone who was so detached from reality. But if this is what my heart and mind tells me it must be true right? I think therefore I Am As Rene Descartes said.
Nothing feels the same. And i started developing illness due to this. I got very into simulation theory and i keep thinking im in some sort of experiment. It just makes more sense to me. It would bring me to peace knowimg that humanity didnt truly suffering for years and years and people never truly died. Maybe thats better that way. Maybe i was the only one who ever suffered. Im willing to take the sacrifice. Who wants this world to be real anyways? We complain about 1% of the americans enjoying all the money. But just about 109% of americans are living better than most od the world so we are one in a hundred ourseleves. The rich here are more like the .1% amd tge billionaires cant even be measured.
Why not? Whats so wrong about me feeling like this world isnt real? Does it upset you? Does it make you insecure? What if you were sent to deceive me?
I will explain a lot in this post but i do not need to say everything in a perfect manner. I will do my best.
Part 2 (Emotional Thinking/ The Choice Of A Lifetime)
I wish that nothing was real so i dont have to feel bad about my struggles and also so i dont have to feel bad for any trouble ive caused.
I think it would be much nicer for everyone that way. Also i already feel like lifes not real anyways. Actually its something i consider and battle with everyday. Because i know when i die god or a magical being will ask me whether anything ever existed or not. And that will be the most important choice ive ever made. Ever. It will decide the fate of humanity, my puny but precious life, and all of our observable existence
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