Sometimes, It Feels Like My Dreams Are Too Far-Fetched

Lately, I've been feeling like my dreams are just out of reach. I applied for a scholarship that I met all the criteria for—academic qualifications, eligibility, everything. But despite that, I still didn’t get it. The scholarship had limited slots, and they prioritized applicants from partner churches. It hit me hard because I genuinely believed I had a shot. For a while, I felt stuck, like no matter how much effort I put in, external factors could always stand in the way.

But I don’t want to give up. Now, I’m about to apply for SBW Berlin, and I’m hoping this time things turn out differently. I know nothing is guaranteed, but I want to keep pushing forward. The thought of studying abroad, building a better future, and growing as a person is what keeps me going.

I guess I just wanted to put this out there—partly to vent and partly to see if anyone has any advice. Maybe you've been through something similar, or you know ways to strengthen my application. If you have any insights or just some encouragement, I’d really appreciate it.

And to anyone else chasing a dream that feels far-fetched—you're not alone.