1 month ago
16
1 - I grew up isolated, initially very soft spoken and nerdy (so I got bullied and that turned my soul cold and twisted) and never had female nor male friends, I didn't find peer acceptance as a kid so I thought fuck it and headed in the sigma direction (lol I was "sigma" years before it was wheole thing)
2 - I lacked assertion and confidence in communicating with girls (and everyone) and didn't realize anything that came out of my mouth was worthless and I might as well be her girlfriend or gay male friend unless you can actually make the interaction man-to-woman which requires both balls and charisma neither of which I had
3 - As you get older, suffer more, experience more of life and your male frame becomes more calcified you grow intolerant of gaslighting techniques or tired platitudes and especially of other males gatekeeping access to females or social status bullshit and to avoid altercation and its consequences it is safer to keep to yourself
4 - I probably have some form of light level autism
5 - lacked social proof and relevance absolutely no one ever gave me the benefit of the doubt either and I was usually just getting shit talked and defamed
6 - I just stopped trying altogether after getting discouraged enough and realizing it's just getting more difficult because women see guys like me as a fucking loser and rather than kill myself trying to redeem my honor or some shit its easier to just give up grow up and realize women are extremely particular about who they fuck and unless you do everything perfect and are literally perfect and get money odds are youll end up like me suicidal smoking weed broke crying and jerking off
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