Realization

I just caught myself messaging people I considered “friends” on messenger for the simple reason I need someone to hangout with. Not one responded “sure” this only means one thing I have no real friends. I’m glad I just did shadow work on my trauma to heal me which means I am not as triggered. Am I a little hurt, yes, I can acknowledge that but nothing too serious that upsets me. This validated the saying that people really want to be around you, when they only need you.