Nothing goes according to plan for me.

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My life isnt going according to plan, socialising, friends, work, etc. Just nothing goes to plan no matter how much i try. For the past months ive tried making some income as a 16 year old cause i got to the stage in my family where if i need something "get a job" always comes in. But i can only work in the summer. So i tried a few things:

  1. Selling 3d assets for games
  2. editing
  3. Social media
  4. got it all planned out and, for some reason nothing went even remotely close to my vision First off:
  5. 1. I earned some money by selling the assets and earned 300 bucks, guess what? The site where i earned it got a major data loss and all my income was deleted from the site and refreshed the sales to when i started to sell with only a couple of bucks.
  6. 2. You cant edit nowadays if you dont have money, cracked applications and software isnt easy as it was, companies are just greedy. Examples like capcut. I tried cracking after effects with a step by step tutorial that my friends did. It didnt work out. And i tried, tried, and tried a hundred tutorials, nothing went as it should.

Example: you have a instruction on a video to install a software and click the start button after downloading and the software is ready to go.

What happens to me with this simple example:

I install the software but there is no start button, or maybe there is one but a error pops up that nobody else had a problem with, or the software just wont download. Or start button does work but software malfunctions for some failure to setup reason.

But im still trying to do editing. trying.

  1. Social media is basicily the editing part.

Even my life isnt going according to plan.

Examples: 1. - I went to the gym for a few months until for some reason i just didnt want to go anymore. Out of thin air my body just has no will, even tho i want to do it and i was consistent.

    • Tried making new friends, 50% worked out.
    • Socalising isnt working out no matter what i try, its like i am a magnet for mean/rude people that dont give a single damn about your feelings to come at you and ruin your day no matter how positive and nice you want to be to them.

Thats about all.

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