My life isnt going according to plan, socialising, friends, work, etc. Just nothing goes to plan no matter how much i try. For the past months ive tried making some income as a 16 year old cause i got to the stage in my family where if i need something "get a job" always comes in. But i can only work in the summer. So i tried a few things:
- Selling 3d assets for games
- editing
- Social media
- got it all planned out and, for some reason nothing went even remotely close to my vision First off:
- 1. I earned some money by selling the assets and earned 300 bucks, guess what? The site where i earned it got a major data loss and all my income was deleted from the site and refreshed the sales to when i started to sell with only a couple of bucks.
- 2. You cant edit nowadays if you dont have money, cracked applications and software isnt easy as it was, companies are just greedy. Examples like capcut. I tried cracking after effects with a step by step tutorial that my friends did. It didnt work out. And i tried, tried, and tried a hundred tutorials, nothing went as it should.
Example: you have a instruction on a video to install a software and click the start button after downloading and the software is ready to go.
What happens to me with this simple example:
I install the software but there is no start button, or maybe there is one but a error pops up that nobody else had a problem with, or the software just wont download. Or start button does work but software malfunctions for some failure to setup reason.
But im still trying to do editing. trying.
- Social media is basicily the editing part.
Even my life isnt going according to plan.
Examples: 1. - I went to the gym for a few months until for some reason i just didnt want to go anymore. Out of thin air my body just has no will, even tho i want to do it and i was consistent.
- Tried making new friends, 50% worked out.
- Socalising isnt working out no matter what i try, its like i am a magnet for mean/rude people that dont give a single damn about your feelings to come at you and ruin your day no matter how positive and nice you want to be to them.
Thats about all.
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