hey, i’m 24 years old and still finishing my undergrad but it’s in a very broad field I decided I want to do my masters after.
The thing is my grades are trash. I got diagnosed with ADHD my second year and I have 6 W’s a bunch of C’s and D’s. Where I am at least the masters programs really care about your final 60-10 credits (ranges) the thing is i’m behind in my actual program lol so I can’t even focus on doing the prerequisites for the masters. If i take an extra semester or year for that then i’m literally going to be 27 graduating from a bachelors.
I already have so much pressure from my parents and honestly being first generation I feel like a failure, my parents came here to give me a good life and education and I threw it all away wasted my 20s doom scrolling, getting horrible grades etc. But they’re so supportive it’s not like they shame me for it I just feel so guilty and horrible I can’t shake this feeling off, I know a part of them looks at me and they’re confused like what is she doing they have such high hopes for me.
I don’t even know what to do anymore there’s no motivation with school, I’m behind in life. I don’t even have a good full time job related to my field. I’m thinking maybe starting a little side business or just having something to my name will make me feel better does anyone have any options anything i’m just stuck in this rut of self pity and hate
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